I think I'm at a point in my life where thing's need to change for the better. So from this point on i am Under Construction of Mind Body & Soul. So right now, i am going to ramble and let you know some thing's that are on my mind.
Mind:
I just got out of a very rocky 3 year relationship with someone that ended up being a total liar and a user. I personally feel this effected me Mentally more than emotionally. I guess you can say in a way I'm damaged. I'm trying to pick up the pieces and move on with my life. It's just hard sometimes. Thing's i see or hear remind me of him , and running into him from time to time sure doesn't help either. When you run into someone you've spent so much time with, it kinda feels like your heart is being ripped from your chest. I hate it. I wish things were different, but wishing really doesn't get you anywhere now does it?
It felt like this guy was supposed to be the one. They always saw when you meet your soul mate.. You know it. Everything felt so right at first. I was so caught up in the kaleidoscope of colors he brought into my life that i couldn't see the truth. i feel so stupid and foolish for letting someone do the same thing's i saw done to my mother when i was a child. I vowed that would never be me. I'd be smarter and make better decisions. Well it turn's out no matter what decisions you make. You cant control what your partner does or the decisions he or she makes. They're their own person and are going to do what they want to do in life.
well anyways. my purpose of this wasn't to whine about my break up. It was to say that now. im closing that chapter of my life and putting the whole mess behind me. Im putting my best foot forward and im going to make sure thing's like this no longer hold me back . That way i can go forward and blossom into the Person i am meant to be.
Thanks for listening
Dhani
Mind:
I just got out of a very rocky 3 year relationship with someone that ended up being a total liar and a user. I personally feel this effected me Mentally more than emotionally. I guess you can say in a way I'm damaged. I'm trying to pick up the pieces and move on with my life. It's just hard sometimes. Thing's i see or hear remind me of him , and running into him from time to time sure doesn't help either. When you run into someone you've spent so much time with, it kinda feels like your heart is being ripped from your chest. I hate it. I wish things were different, but wishing really doesn't get you anywhere now does it?
It felt like this guy was supposed to be the one. They always saw when you meet your soul mate.. You know it. Everything felt so right at first. I was so caught up in the kaleidoscope of colors he brought into my life that i couldn't see the truth. i feel so stupid and foolish for letting someone do the same thing's i saw done to my mother when i was a child. I vowed that would never be me. I'd be smarter and make better decisions. Well it turn's out no matter what decisions you make. You cant control what your partner does or the decisions he or she makes. They're their own person and are going to do what they want to do in life.
well anyways. my purpose of this wasn't to whine about my break up. It was to say that now. im closing that chapter of my life and putting the whole mess behind me. Im putting my best foot forward and im going to make sure thing's like this no longer hold me back . That way i can go forward and blossom into the Person i am meant to be.
Thanks for listening
Dhani
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