Jason Pt 1

Jason is the guy of my dreams.
Perfect in every way. I guess i should tell you about him. hes 21 tall, muscular , medium brown hair, Beautiful blue eyes. and speaks
with the most delicious accent you've ever heard. that sends chills down my spine when he says my name.

As for me. Im Dhani.. i'm 25. kinda your average joe. Nothing compared to
Jason. I'm pale. thin dark blonde blue eyes and kinda just. about as plan as they
come. I don't know exactly how these events happened. but I'm sure glad they did.

The wind was howling and whipping the bare branches of the tree's
as we pulled into the small hotel on the side of the highway. I couldn't stop
staring at his ass, as i followed behind him, he turned smiling at me " were here
Guess you can pay up on that bet you owe me considering were all alone eh" He smirked at me
"Haha" i quickly replied scowling in his direction.
Yes i did owe him from a bet, but it was all a joke
I made that bet over a football game. he cant be serious.
he really didn't want to fuck me did he?

After checking into our hotel room. Jason quickly opened his suitcase
pulling out a bottle of Bacardi 151 from under his neatly folded clothes.
I watched him silently from the corner of the room as he poured two glasses.
He walked over, flashing that smile that melts my inner core and handed it to me.
He quicky raised his glass and toasted to "our friendship"

After a few drinks i was feeling quite buzzed. My head was filled with
fog and i had no sence of reason. Jason grabbed the remote and turned on some porn.
My dick was aching after a few scenes. The scene that caused all of this flashed upon the screen
some blonde bimbo was getting fucked in the ass like a champ. I have always been curious about anal sex.
I've heard its amazing and have always wanted to try it.


I noticed jason watching me from the corner of his eye. I kept glancing over,
knowing damned well he saw me.He tapped the side of my head and whispered
"do you think it hurts to get fucked in the ass?" my head started spinning.
Did he want fucked. was he as curious about anal as i was. Did he want to fuck me?

I...i dont know i stammered. He smirked looking deep into my eyes " I think
We should try it, Let me fuck You" I turned my head, trying to hide my red cheeks.
is he serious? does he really want this?

Yeah right man , i replied. "c'mon im serious" Forget it Jason


After a few more drinks, the porn was really starting to get to me
my dick was screaming to break out of my jeans. i couldnt stop touching myself
the video and the thoughts of him wanting to fuck me were driving me insane. finally i couldnt
take the thoughts anymore.

"We need some kinda lotion!" I said,
looking at him from over my shoulder.

"I saw some lotions down in the condom dispenser in the registration office
when we checked in!" he said, eagerly.
Jason threw on his jeans and ran downstairs to the manager's
office. He said the guy on register looked at him funny when he saw him
buying lubricants from the machine, knowing two guys had checked into the
room earlier.

He came back up and stripped out of his clothes like
lightening. Before I knew it he was kneeling behind me , greasing his
cock and my asshole. when he pressed in and my asshole tightened,
the grease helped him to break through my anal barrier. When I felt the
head pop in, I screamed out loud. Jason forced my face down into the pillow
as he continued to push himself up in me.

"Stop!! Stop!! It hurts too much!! Noooo!!!" I yelled, my voice muffled by
the pillow.

"Wait...!" begged Jason, pushing more of his cock into me. "...I'm almost
in...! I'm almost there...! Wait...!!"

I grit my teeth, baring the pain as I wanted to be a good friend
for my buddy. His cock seemed to have no end as he continue to bury itself
in me all the way up to his balls. Finally when he hit bottom he began to
ground his cock in my ass. "See..., its all the way in now...!!"

"I know!!" he said, biting the pillow as I suppressed another scream.
Jason started to slowly slide himself in and out of me. I could
feel his cock ripping through me, tearing through my ass like a knife
through melon. I wanted to make him stop, but our friendship meant a lot
to me. I buried my face in the pillow and wailed like a baby while he
continued to fuck me from behind.

My sore throbbing asshole could feel every painful thrust of his
cock as his dick squeezed through my fighting sphincter muscles and fucked
deep into my hole. I'd lost my erection when the pain started, bucking
every time he pushed forward. I felt him grab my waist for leverage as he
started to work his way through me quicker. I couldn't believe how badly
this hurt, the girl getting ass fucked in that porno movie must have
obviously been doped up on pain killers, the man fucking her cock was twice
the size of Jason's!

I felt Him fucking into me faster, breathing harder behind me as
he told me how "great" my ass felt on his cock. He couldn't believe how
tight I was as his hips slapped into the backs of my tights, burying his 7
inch cock into over and over again. After an eternity , I heard
him gasp as if he slipped on a banana peel, then felt him ram his cock all
the way into me as he started to unleash his load.

"Oh shit, Dhani..., I'm gonna cum, man...! I'm..., gonna..., I'm gonna...,
AAAAARRRRRHHHHHGGG..!!" he screamed as his cock let loose a torrent of
sperm deep into my asshole.

I could feel Jason's cock jump, jerk and throb inside of me as his
balls released a gallon of cum into my rectum. The semen seemed to soothe
my sore aching innards as it bathed my intestines in cum. I felt Jason
collapse on top of me as I fell flat against the mattress. I could feel his
heart beating against my back, his heavy breathing in my ear as he panted
for breath. His cock pulsed inside of me, giving me the last of his load
before it finally stopped pulsating. I lay underneath him, feeling his
weight press me into the bed. Just as I was getting used to him on top of
me, I could feel his hips slowly start to move again, slowly
drilling his cock in and out of my hole

"Damn that was good...!" he gasped, still lying on top of me embedded. "I
can't believe how good that way! Was it good for you? That was the best
feeling in the world!!" he exclaimed as he continued to grind into me.

This time his cock felt better moving through me. My asshole (now
filled with his cum) got a lot slicker, making his cock slip through me
easier. I arched my back , pushing my hips back trying to give him a better
target to fuck. I could tell he was just testing the waters, waiting for me
to protest or complain that he'd already cum and that it was now my
turn. But when I didn't make him stop, he started to get back into it,
fucking me deeper and sliding his cock out further. Soon he was long
dicking me, pulling all the way back until only the head remained trapped
inside my squeezing anus before shoving all the way back up inside me. My
cock grew rock hard against the lumpy mattress as my best friend started to
fuck me all over again.

The second fuck felt much better as I spread my legs and allowed
Jason to maneuver in between. His cock never left my hole once during the
two fucks as he fed my ass a steady pace of his cock . I lay underneath him,
moaning and groaning erotically as he fucked me from behind. his fingers digging.
into my sides.I was humping myself against the bed, rubbing my cock
back and forth while he rammed his cock right through me, using me as a
suitable substitute for pussy. I may not have learned what it felt like to
fuck someone that night, but I certainly learned what it felt like to be
fucked, and it was a great feeling!

Jason lay across my back, his lips close to my ear as he humped
away on top of me. I was starting to love how his body slammed into mine,
driving his cock deep inside as his balls geared up for another
release. This time I could feel myself getting close as I enjoyed the
fucking. I pushed my ass back against him as he rammed me hard, shooting a
huge wet puddle of cream onto the sheets beneath me. Jason started moaning
about how he could feel my asshole flexing in his cock, and shot another
load directly into me right then and there. I could feel him squirming on
top of me as he refilled my ass with spooge. We turned out the light and
fell asleep after that, snuggled in spoon position with Jason's hard cock
poised at my moist entrance

Jason pt 2

Laying there in the darkness , listening to the birds chirping outside of the small hotel window.
My eyes fluttered open softly, i smiled wide seeing the man of my dreams laying there naked beside me, his arm wrapped tight around my side. It sent chills down my spine. I had waited so long for this to happen between us. I still couldnt beleive the night before.

silently i slipped out from under his arm, making my way towards the window, The sun was shining bright, it seemed like it was going to be a beautiful day. I glanced over my shoulder at Jasons naked body. He looked like a greek god. His body was almost like those statues you can find all over greece. I noticed his cock was stirring, my curiousity got the best of me. I quickly crawled back into bed, positioning my body close beside his. My fingers traversed the landscape of his arms and back. Finally, my hands were on his ass. The twin muscular mounds exploded with goosebumps when my fingertips danced across his flesh. Starting at the base of his
spine, I moved lower, kneading his cheeks, watching them cleave in the process. As I moved closer to his legs, he repositioned himself. He was stirring in his sleep and making himself more vulnerable! I wanted to plunge in, to live my fantasy, but he was more than just a willing piece of ass to me. He was the love of my life, and I wanted to see his face.

"Roll over Jason," I said gently. With no hestitation he did. I gazed down upon him as I proceeded to massage his feet and legs. His submission was unmistakable and undeniable. Soon I was straddling his stomach, leaning forward on my knees, exploring the ridges and valleys of his abdominal
muscles. With each breath his ribs rose and fell beneath me. At last I molded my hands to his wonderfully sculpted chest. So broad, so muscular, I couldn't feel the ribs underneath. As I touched his nipples they contracted, forcing the nubs to attention. I felt his heart beat stronger.

Suddenly, I became aware of the heat between us and I could feel a warmth--low and behind me. I turned to look. That for which I had wished so long was coming to pass. It was his cock, filling with blood, pulsing, arching its
way towards me. I looked at his beautiful face below and leaned to touch it, to finish the massage. As I did so, his penis pressed hard against me. The blood rushed into my groin and I began to weaken. Attempting to steady
myself, I cupped his face with my hands. I rubbed his strong cheekbones gently with my trembling thumbs. He raised his hand, placed it on my shoulder, and slowly opened his eyes. Through our eyes, the windows to our souls, it all was conveyed--the complete truth. "Come here," he bid me.

I sank down onto him. My ass pushed back against his cock, almost seeming to cradle it. My own tool, roaring hard, was sandwiched by our warm, moist stomachs. My tongue met his and our lips sealed around them I held is
head in my hands like the sacred object it was. I felt the roughness from the day's growth of beard. "My God," I thought. "This is what it's like to kiss a man, to experience him with every sense there is."


I wrapped my arms and legs around him, as content as I had ever hoped to be. We were woven together, only our tongues in motion, but then he took the bottle of lotion and squeezed some in his hand.

"Hunch up on your knees, Dhani." I knew I'd love what was coming next. He smeared the lotion in my ass and
then popped a finger inside. I moved back up to smother again his mouth with mine. His finger moved deeper inside until it pressed upon my prostate. I felt the release of fluid rush down the length of my penis and out onto his
stomach. A soft moan escaped my throat and I felt it reverberate in his chest. I heard the squishy sound of lotion as he stroked himself to full hardness.Looking deep into his eyes i whispered quietly "Please fuck me Jason.... I need you ," I confessed at last.


With one hand he pulled me forward against my weight; with the other he lined himself up to plug my anxious hole. Then he eased me back against him. I felt myself open up and then stretch wide as the head of his dick pushed through. In startled reflex, my arms closed tightly around him. We froze in gentle embrace until I could relax. Gradually, more and more of his rod penetrated me. My balls nestled into his cushiony pubic hair and I knew his dick was home. My heart pumped blood through the vessels in my tightly
stretched hole in counterpoint rhythm to that of his steadily throbbing member.


It had taken years to get this far. I slowly sat up and looked at him. Full and deep inside me, he opened those angelic eyes and flashed a devilish grin. I began to rock gently back and forth. His chest rose, and with a low groan, fell. Our lovemaking progressed by slow degrees, and as our movements became more pronounced, he reached out with his hand to me, first touching my dick, then encircling it.
We rapidly approached the flash point. Our bodies glistened with sweat and our breathing had turned to panting. When the action of his hand upon me became more frenetic, I knew I was on the brink.

"I could do this all day Jason , but if you keep that up I'm gonna cum!"
"Shit, man, we will do it all night! Nobody says you can only cum once a day. Let it go!"
So close to blowing my own wad, I turned my attention to him, wanting to bring him over the top with me. I reached down and felt his shaft sliding in
and out my tight ring. I slid my hand down and cupped his balls. With my thumb, I pressed firmly where the spongy underside of his dick met his dancing nutsack. His whole body tensed and froze. I had gotten to his prostate the
easy way. He uttered no sound, inhaled no breath, made no movement. He gripped my handle as if to keep from falling into some deep crevasse--but he had no chance. I gently squeezed his clutch of eggs, pushing him off the precipice, determined myself to follow him down.



I felt the first spasm of his meat and the explosion in my bowels. That set me off. My ass contracted around him as he continued to pump into me. We each fed off the orgasm of the other. My churned cream shot out and landed
on his tanned chest. A small pool formed in the hollow at the base of his neck. The body that had been so at rest as I massaged it earlier was now unleashed, blasting its blueprint into me. Wave after wave of convulsive contentment washed over us. I collapsed against him, my semen serving as
mortar, cementing our bodies together. Under me I felt him shudder one last time. He made no effort to withdraw, but soon that terrific cock, which had been so hard for so long, began to deflate and, alas, slide out. I straightened myself out beside him. Toe to toe, and tongue to tongue, we
intertwined our legs, kissed, and propped ourselves up on our elbows. Neither of us said anything for a long, long time. It was a magic moment; we were meshed together at the waist, but that didn't seem to matter. We were
meshed together in our minds.

Bruises

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do headstands for you
Every time I fell on you, yeah, every time I fell
I tried to do handstands for you
But every time I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you.

I tried to do handstands for you
I tried to do handstands for you
Every time I fell on you, yeah, every time I fell
I tried to do handstands for you but every time I fell for you
I'm permanently black and blue, permanently blue for you

For you
So black and blue
For you

I grabbed some frozen strawberries so I could ice your bruising knees
But frozen things they all unfreeze and now I taste like....
All those frozen strawberries I used to chill your bruising knees,
Hot July ain't good to me
I'm pink and black and blue for you.

I got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue

Got bruises on my knees for you
And grass stains on my knees for you
Got holes in my new jeans for you
Got pink and black and blue for you

For you
So black and blue
For you

:Metamorphisis: (pt 1)

I think I'm at a point in my life where thing's need to change for the better. So from this point on i am Under Construction of Mind Body & Soul. So right now, i am going to ramble and let you know some thing's that are on my mind.


Mind:
I just got out of a very rocky 3 year relationship with someone that ended up being a total liar and a user. I personally feel this effected me Mentally more than emotionally. I guess you can say in a way I'm damaged. I'm trying to pick up the pieces and move on with my life. It's just hard sometimes. Thing's i see or hear remind me of him , and running into him from time to time sure doesn't help either. When you run into someone you've spent so much time with, it kinda feels like your heart is being ripped from your chest. I hate it. I wish things were different, but wishing really doesn't get you anywhere now does it?

It felt like this guy was supposed to be the one. They always saw when you meet your soul mate.. You know it. Everything felt so right at first. I was so caught up in the kaleidoscope of colors he brought into my life that i couldn't see the truth. i feel so stupid and foolish for letting someone do the same thing's i saw done to my mother when i was a child. I vowed that would never be me. I'd be smarter and make better decisions. Well it turn's out no matter what decisions you make. You cant control what your partner does or the decisions he or she makes. They're their own person and are going to do what they want to do in life.


well anyways. my purpose of this wasn't to whine about my break up. It was to say that now. im closing that chapter of my life and putting the whole mess behind me. Im putting my best foot forward and im going to make sure thing's like this no longer hold me back . That way i can go forward and blossom into the Person i am meant to be.

Thanks for listening
Dhani

Closure

Yesterday I spotted you
Hanging out with someone new
Come on dude, I can't believe who
Did it hurt? Oh yes it hurt
But not as much as I thought it would
Guess it's time for me to move on

I'm getting closer
Closer to closure
Everyday's closer
Closer to closure

I finally took your pictures down
And all that other stuff I found
Hidden somewhere in my closet
I used to wear your shirt to bed
But now it's in the trash instead
I don't want to be reminded. No, no.

I'm getting closer
Closer to closure
Everyday's closer
Closer to closure

I saw you today taking my breath away
But then you opened your mouth without thinking
And then I recalled why I ended it all
And it makes me feel good about leaving

Mmm...
Everyday everyday everyday
Everyday everyday everyday everyday
I'm getting closer

I'm getting closer
Closer to closure
Everyday's closer
Closer to closure